Monday, April 30, 2007

UPDATES ABOUT OUR OUTING

last saturday, April 28, 2007, kating, ed and I went to BARRA BAY. We went there to check out the place... and you know what? it is exactly located beside seaside!! swear. ^^ we survayed whole place... checked out the site... viewed the scenery... and asked the owner how much do we pay if ever we plan to have an outing there. It was good deal... no entrance fee. We just have to pay for the cottage fee. And it's about 500php only. Plus!! there's electricity and the place is really nice!! sort of white sand and limpyo! And our contribution would be 100php now... instead of having 150.

Guys! its actually cheaper and more convenient!! Actually, we're cost cutting guys.... If we compare the rate in Seaside, it would cost us about 1000php compared to 500php. And that 500 amount of money we can save, we could use it to buy food (fish, baboy---na isugba, and lots and lots of chips!!!) and for out transportation and prizes for our games. ^^

So here's the decision for our outing... (you can still oppose and suggest)


May 12, 2007 (SATURDAY) at Barra Bay, (beside seaside)
Meeting place: XU main, near Science Building
Assembly time: 8:30 am
Departure time: 8:30 am
Contribution: Php 100
Food: Potluck

_butterflyprincess_

Sunday, April 29, 2007

mar31

at last, i finally remembered to upload this pic here sa blog. sorry for the delay, yeye. =p

this was taken last march 31. dapat group hug ning pic pero ang uban wa man nihug so yea.. mao na. haha nagsimba kos xu and then niappear cla kating, gellie and other ogilvianz.. so mao 2, nakalaag kog ahat uban nila. (maygani nisugot si hitler) weeee! haha i know its been almost a month since that, pero i just wanted to say thanks to all those who were there sa simbahan, butchers ug sa mcdo kei nalingaw jud au ko!!! gigukod ko sa xu aron lng kwaon akong bag (thank you beki, gellie and kating for dat beri "hangakful" experience! haha), nindot keog post presentation sa katong thingy sa debut ni gellie (my gosh, pwede na mong ma artista/singer! haha) and of course.. kinsay makalimot sa "filipino dishes.. kutsinta!" ug "cities in the philippines.. bugo!!!!" bwahaha *peace mel* ug katong mga inspirational quotes ni ed (aha na 2ng tissue?) and katong gihuwatan ko nyo sa mcdo til mga 10pm maskin di pa ko gusto mu uli ato kei well, meju sayu pa man 2. hehe but anyways, sorry jud keo nahasul mo. =/ ay basta nalipay jud kos tanan a2.. hahay.. mkamingaw man mo uy! basta, i mishu a loooot people!! hope to see you all soon. au2 nya mo! =)

p.s.
kinsay mga Sun ngara? pagSun na mo para chuy! mas mkasave ka. tawag2 dayun.. chuy bya. haha pagsaba lng kung naa moy sun. wokie? hehe =)

lablotz,
-- taralets

Saturday, April 28, 2007

^___^

hinDi ko maintindihan ang nilalaman ng puso sa twing magkahawak ang ating kamay.

Pinapanalangin lagi tayong magkasama, Hinihiling bawat oras kapiling ka.

Sa lahat ng aking ginagawa ay Ikaw lamang ang nasa isip ko sinta.
Sana’y di na tayo magkahiwalay Kahit kailan pa man.

Ayoko ng maulit pa Ang nakaraang ayokong maalala.
Bawat oras na wala ka, Parang mabigat na parusa.

Huwag mong kakalimutan na kahit nag-iba,
Hindi ako tumigil magmahal sayo sinta

Ikaw lamang ang aking minamahal,
Ikaw lamang ang tangi kong inaasam.
Makapiling ka habang buhay
Ikaw lamang sinta
Wala na kong hihingin pa.
Wala na.


Thursday, April 26, 2007

For Clarification..

Hellloooooo...naa lng ko i clarify sa g.post ni mel about sa ato outing..ehehehe..

okay...about sa sugba...DILI ko kblo mg sugba pero gsto ko mag try...and since expert naman si jan ana mu tabang nalng ko niya that's why...JAN, kng aha ka man karon...VIP ka, so dapat naa ka sa outing kei kng ako ra...mrg wa gyd mi pani.udto..ahahahah! and JAN, don't worry bwt the money...hatagan ka namu pam palit isda and meat sa kinilaw, kaw nalng bahala sa mga pang sagol...barato rman sad nah...=)

another thing,MEL, luto na nga rice! so, MAKI, RED and TON...ang 12 cups of rice...LUTO na nah ha??? ayaw tawun mu pagdala ug dili luto...ehehehe...tpus, MAKI and RED, pag bring nalang mu ug mga chi-chirya...=)

and the games, amu pa planuhan ang uban activities so dnt cha worry...and if naa mo suggestions pls...dnt hesitate to post them diri sa website...

***MAKI and TARA, about sa summer build, wala pami nka pa lista so...mg post lng mi diri..i.update lng ta mo...hehehehe

***OGILVIANZ...na sunogan sila jhudz...we MUST help her gyud so...see you all again this FRIDAY 10am, STC lobby...=)

and so..pwede mo mg ask bwt sa outing through MEL,ED,BEKI,GELIE and KATING...pwede mg post diri..mg send msg thru txt,frndster and multiply...pwede pud sa cbox sa mga blogger sa people...okay...that's all..*bow*


-----beki----

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

OUTING!!!!!

FIRST, i want to say SORRY for the late update. Ghad!! I hate our computer. it's ssssoooooooooo loading! xiet keow.. errr... makasaput! Imagine! It took me one hour just to access blogger and actually blog! and i had to restart the pc thrice! sssshhheeeessh! talking about patience. rrrrr....

SECOND, one dear Ogilvian, JHODEN MARTINEZ, kei nasunugan today, April 25, 2007. Pls, if naa mo mahelp for any donations at all, (food, CLOTHES, utensils, whatever) donate them this Friday at the STC lobby around 10 AM. Our dear friend needs us. Extend your help. OGILVIE, LET'S ALL HELP!!!
and about the outing, here and the details:
WHEN?
May, 19, 2007. (Saturday)----Tentative
WHERE?
(vote where pls. and the persons here are theo ones who will take charge of the reservation and whatever things necessary in connection with the place)
1. Seaside (Catrina Pabito)
2. Barra Bay (Ed& Meily) ----Pangitaon pah namo ni. haha
3. Marvilla (Vicky)
AMORTIZATION?
100 (If more than 25 ang population)
150 (If less than 25 ang population)
FOOD?
Potluck. (But no liempo kei si vicky and Ritardo ang magsugba ana sa beack mismo!)
*Ritardo! VIP ka ani. You have to come coz' you have to cook for all of us! haha. Your sugba skills and Kinilaw powers are badly needed. :P
Vicky: Utensils
Ed: Softdrinks. (Virgin lang daw. tag duha tang tanan)
Kating: Jam Squares
Cathie: the ever famous Brownies!
Ton: Cheeze sticks and 12 cups of rice.
Jolly: PUTO ni jolly! (haha)
Lyka: Mineral Water
Beki: Mango Float
Ako: Spaghetti
Ritardo: Kinilaw (we'll give you money for the fish. Ingredients is yours)
Maki, Red: 12 cups of rice. (cups refer to uncooked rice)
Gellie: Shrimp Lumpia
Nikay: Pancit
Proposed activities. (you can edit this and suggest)
-Jog around (Ed)-----this is sort of an acting activity
-How's YOU? (kamustahay)
-Bulan2x (Vicky)
-Amazing Race (Kating & Jerika)
-Sports Fest. (Bring all sport materials that you can)
Special tasks:
Ed: Convince Ms.A to attend (maski kadjut lang jud)
Meily & Ed: Documentation
Kating: Information disimination thru text.
Vicky:Information disimination thru Friendster and Multiply.
Gellie: Information disimination thru landline.
ALL: Encourage each and every Ogilivian that you will meet to join this activity. We are trying to break the record of the population that we had during our "Kamustahay '06"
MEETING PLACE:
XU, Outside SC Building. 8 A.M.
Departure: 8:30 A.M
OGILVIANS!!! LET'S ALL HAVE FUN!!!
-meily

Monday, April 23, 2007

Our adventures

These were our adventures in our baguio/barrio escapade.. la lang.. i just wanted to share it with u guys..
  • naligo mi sa sapa (suba?; via a very very rocky path and i mean BIG rocks)
  • naka.commute mi ug ahat
  • nanlaba mi with ice cold water
  • nagdisco mi sa creepy house
  • nisaka mi ug bukid
  • nagtry mi ug catch ug tilapia (unsuccessfully)
  • nangudkod mi ug lubi
  • niadto mi in the middle of the ricefields
  • nakakita mi ug gamay kayo na kabayo, matud pa sa akong nephew “baby howse” apil na pud “baby cawabao”
  • naghimu mi ug bola (for my nephew) made from leaves.
  • nagsimba mi for Easter Sunday without even understanding a word from the whole thing
  • gi.interrogate namo si fr.chris sa SM Baguio about his love life.. (haha!)
  • nangadto mi sa Lourdes Grotto (about 200 steps)
  • naligo mi sa hot spring (fishpond sa una, gi.convert lang daun to swimming pool)
  • sige mi ug exercise sa nearby covcourts (we played basketball with my nephew)
  • Mango fest! (lami keo ang mangga sa baryo)
  • exercise (si weng na kunuhay akong personal trainer. Naks!)
  • mukaon ug “pinikpikan” na manok (the natives' way of making ihaw a chicken)
  • magwatch ug thai films
  • magsige ug dula ug “BANG” (katoh bitaw hand game; lingaw kayo ang mga bata sa baryo everytime dula.on ni namo)
  • magsige ug dula ug Bato2x pik!
  • niadto sa Mirador Hills (retreat house sa baguio where fr. Chris stayed; nagdula pud dai mi ug basketball didto)
  • napungot mi sa isa ka bata na 2nd degree cousin sa akong nephew and magka.age ra sila more or less (haha!)
  • ai! Sige mi ug coffee break ala Kapeng Barako! (its soo good!)
  • card game diri card game dadto..
  • sige mi ug kinamot everytime mukaon
  • we also thought of exotic names for wengy (mu.iyang gamiton pag.matransform na daw xa)

I think that’s ol..
Weng! Add na lang kung naa koy kulang.. hihi..

-chieney

LOVE is about takin RISKS!

nahuman na jd nko ug read ang by the river piedra i sat down and wept ni paulo coelho... actually gahapon pa nd la lng...gus2 lng ko mg.share2 ug mga insayts...

first of all, the story is about love... it's about two childhood friends... well in my own understandin, i guess they already have feelings for each other... and then the guy left the small town of soria(?)... bsta sumthng like that... after more than a decade, nagkita sila.. actually g.invyt ni guy c gurl sa isa ka convention.. ang guy kei pari and wen nag.mit sila... things began to be much more interestin... in the end, g.abandon sa guy ang iyang "divine powers" for the gurl...
the story revolves around the internal conflicts ni pilar, the gurl..

well, one of the things nga ako na learn kei LOVE IS ABOUT TAKING RISKS... sumtimes we tend to be vampires. we lock ourselves kei we fear nga ma.hurt ta or we think we are incapable of giving a shot at true love.. well, dle dapt inana ato attitude.. "love consigns us to hell or to paradise".. whatever ure heart decides is important kei its wat defines our existence... aw sumthn like dat... db legend says it is only a stake through the heart nga ma.kill nimo ang isa ka vampire.. dapat inana ato himuon, in that way the heart bursts, freeing the energy of love.. we shoud not lock ourselves kei first of all, love is about takin risks... sa book, daghan kaayo statements dat proves nga love is about takin risk so if wala pamo kabasa, i suggest basaha ganeh ninyo.. db daghan kaayo mu ma.realize..

as a sumkinda summary skoa mga binotbot, LOVE is about takin RISKS... love does not only bring happiness peru usahay love entails sacrifices, trials, hardships... it's up to you daun if you are up to the challenge.. if you are not, well according to paulo coelho (wel, it is sumwat my opinion.. hehehe).. imu life kei mura ug mountain..
... the mountains are beautiful, anyone who beholds them think about the grandness. but they are not like the rivers which moves and transform what is around them..
... the faith of the mountains is terrible. they are destined to look out at the same scene forever
.. so giving all your best is just normal.. at least once in a while, lahi ang scenes sa imo layp... db ders nothin great if ang imo layp kei monotonous kaayo ang imo layp... hehehe

bsta oi, ako ra ma.ingon kei if you love somebody, GO FOR IT... take the risks.. give it your best shot... so ikaw dara silent lover , dont be shy (dili jd ko ka.guess kinsa ka)... ^___^

uhhmmm.. thanks for reading this piece of crap.... tca >,<

ogilvian #34

Friday, April 20, 2007

chuckle to cuteness

I love this greeting. It's so cute!! and memorize ko na toh. hahaha. :P enjoy! I can't wait... until that day! :D



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Thursday, April 19, 2007

all because of you

this song is kinda nice... tsada kaayo xa nga song... ^__^




"I got a problem and I
Don't know what to do about it
Even if I did I don't know if I would quit
But I doubt it I'm
Taken by the thought of it"



-mAki

Ogilvie Actors and Actresses!

Ogilvie Actors and Actresses!

haloooooooo....guyz!!! okay...obvious gyud that I have no lingaw because wala koy summer class, i have KKP assignments but unfortunately i can't fullfill them (atleast for this week) kay 50php ra ako allowance, igo ra pamiliti! taman ra tawun ko sa tkd gym krn na week...well, mdjo na annoy lng ako mommy skoa cge pag.adto sa skul...ambot niya woi...ehehe...anyway,next week mka lakaw naman sad ko..=) now...the reason man pud why cge kog adto sa skul last week kay tungod sa theatre workshop! and mao na ang akong i share sa inyo!!! whoooo...bibo!
Okay...so the Dulaang Atnenista had this 4-day theatre workshop, and of course, since ryan is our company manager expect gyud na halos ang mga nangapil ra pud kei mga ogilvianz...namely, ED ACERO, KATING ARAñA, BEKI PULIDO(akoh ni...hehehe), GELIE SUPERABLE, JEKA DAHINO, NIKAY CLEMEñA then naa pud si RONNIE "lolito" ALONZO tpus 1 DA memeber na dili tga XUHS then 5 members sa SALAM-KALINAW group, theatre group sa balulang..
Daghan mi kabuang na gbuhat! apil na didto ang pag create ug 1 art representation using 5 objects of our own choice..grabe ka sikat ang JEEP and WAITING shed ni ronnie out of hot cake box and egg container (whatever you can call it!) etc. and ang akong masterpiece na "person" out of my black belt sa taekwondo and some other objects nag matod pang eduardo, "dili man xa tao tan.awun bek, mura man xa ug butterfly.." ("yah3x duardie...wala na jud koy pag.asa aning mga arts ek-ek! uhuhuhu..)
And we were also given some acting and directing tasks..there was one time nah...ang role ni ed kay tree...sa dihang grabe amung katawaha...kay kng wala xa ng.ingon nga tree diay xa...aguy! abi jud namu" sun" siya....cge pa jud xa ug katawa! *peace duard*. And proud ko sa amung presentation ni kating and gelie...inspired by our gods an godesses na activity sa hiskul...good thing na remember pa ni kating and wala ni gawas iya gold fish memory..hehehe.
naa pud mi activity na tikog...mg make me ug sort of sculpture out of our tikog then amu daun i copy ang shape sa amu gbuhat..ni gawas gyud amung pgka flexible!!! grabe amung mga pasa2x!
now, ang pinka enjoy gyud na part...is what we call the "JOG AROUND" acting excercise! the mechanics: all of us will jog around the room and when kuya lourd (our facilitator) will shout "freeze" mg stop mi tanan and ang iyang i tap ang mu adto sa center and mag portray ug role na iyang gusto and pag daghan na people sa center dapat pud mg interact sila sa ech other..(ksabot mo??hehehe...sabta nalng gud!). Actually, daghan bloopers si akoh(as usual!), si ed, si ronnie and si ryan!
*at this point ako xa g try ug type pero lisod i.explain pag diri sa computer so pg makita ko ninyo..pangutan.a nlng ko ninyo...personally!!!!! about sa amu nga bloopers!*
after the 4-day workshop ng make daun mi ug short presentation(The creation story: "malakas at maganda" version and Ang Piso") to culminate our activity. It was very simple...ang mga props namu kei mga chairs lang..but i think okay naman gyapun kai 2days ra sad amu preperations para adto na presentation. Ng watch diay si maki and ton2x so i.ask nalng sila sa ila comments...hahaha! anyhow, we all learned a lot and we had fun during the workshop! nka meet mi ug new friends!! hehehe..haaaayyy...
okay, so ambot lng if nasabtan ninyo akong mga gpang explain, you see, epekto ra gyud ni sa way lingaw...hehehe...=)
CHIENEY: woiz!!! cheni...mrag kaila lgi ko sa imung gna mean nga "na like nga ogilvian"...uuuuyyyy...hahahaha! btaw chien woi...kakaiba kah imu jud na admit sa iya! *bow*
-----> hmmm...i also liked an ogilvian actually, admired gyud...hahaha! and like chieney...i also love him but maybe as a friend nalng gyapun...mas important pa rin for me ang friendship...but, unlike chieney...wala nko na.admit sa iya...talawan lng gyud tngali koh sa mga in.ana na things...ChAriNg!...so, secret lover hwag mo akong gawing idol...hahahaha!...okay rnah...gayahin mo kc si cheni, kng knsa man gani nah imung gna love ts better to tell him/her nalng kaysa too late nah..dbah? naks naman! hehehe....'till here nalng peepz...vavushnezzzsss..
___BeKi_____


Wednesday, April 18, 2007

hai ther!

hei guys! wazzup??

its been a long time isnt it?
anyhoo, ill be posting about my baguio trip with wengy and our other adventures..

okay.. lets begin it with: WALA MIY PICTURES NA MA.POST.
wala man gud miy cam when we went there and the VGA cam of my phone is sooooooooo low.tech using it to expose and view the wonders and beauty of baguio would be a crime. so we ended up using weng's phone which cannot, in any way transfer the pictures from the phone to a pc and vice versa. so as of the moment, retrieving the pictures is IMPOSSIBLe.

so now, what im going to do is to make chika na lang to you guys our adventures..

there were three places and houses where weng and i stayed.
and we have classified it into three.
the first one is the "suburbs". this was where we stayed ni weng when we were planning to tour baguio and meet fr. chris. its a house which my brother is looking after (care taker gud!). no one lives there and its a BIG house made of bricks. it on a hillside and there are no houses directly beside it. so i guess you can say its kinda creepy. pero its in an exclusive village naman kasi. so there are still people there, mostly squatters (ironic noh?) anyway, basta creepy xa slyt and my gahd! SUPER tugnaw! kada ligo namo kai kirig gyud!

the second one is the "outskirts". so this house is on the outskirts of baguio na. its an hour away form baguio. this is where my brother and his family resides. so here, its not kinda cold na.. but the water is still freezing.

the third one is the "barrio (sakto ba ni weng??)". this place, as weng have told many of you, is dalupirip,benguet. barrio ni xa as in the real sense of the word. tanan naka.immersion sa lumbia would understand this right?? anyway, its like this. my sis-in-law is an fbi, full blooded igorot. and dalupirip is an ibaloy town. now ibaloy is a tribe of the igorots. dalupirip is also where my sis-in-laws' ancestral house is so they decided to bring us there for the holy week. and it is where, especially me, we had the most fun.

pasenxa na if this post is gona be kinda long..

anyway, im gona be talking alittle about geography and math in the next few lines.
so its like this. baguio is a little over 45000 ft above sea level.
the place where my brother's house is is around 13000 ft asl. (so you can just imagine how much distace, in this case height, we traveled). now the barrio is 8000 ft asl.
so that from baguio to the barrio that would be 37000 ft right?
and we traveled that distance through a jeepney.
i slept most of the way, so i didn't see much but weng told something like "grabe guyud ganina, chien! mga 1 cm na lang jud ta away from the cliff!"
anyway, i said i didnt see much but that doesnt mean that i didn't see anything. so ill try my best to describe to you guys what the scenery was.
so try to remember the feel and the view when you ride the jeep going home from xuhs near the pryce plaza hotel, the one near Lantaw Kagayan where we held our kamustahay. anyway, i think you would see the city right? and then the green side of the other hill.. okay hold on to that view. now imagine the road, instead of it being concrete, imagine it rocky, as in really really rocky and the width of the road has to be at least the size which only one jeep can occupy. now imagine the hill where pryce hotel is located put 5 hills the same size of that hill on top of each other. thats more or less the height of the mountain we traveled. okay so im getting tired of describing it na. anyway, remember the view near lantaw and pryce? okay imagine yourself on top of the mountain (i told you to imagine by stacking up 5 hills of the same size) being on a jeep, on an absolutely rocky and bumpy road, looking over the city. okay. scratch the city in your imagination and put a river in it. with lots of BIG BIG rocks along it shoreline (shoreline?). of course, since your on the top of the mountain, those rocks would have to be quite small when you look at it from where you are. then there's also another mountain of the same size on the other side of the river.
so that's it. that's the scenery from our view. i dont think i did a very good job describing it to you, but its something like that.
anyway, we still had to cross a hanging bridge (same length as that of Carmen bridge, i think) and ricefieldSSSsss to get to my sis-in-laws' ancestral house.

sa barrio walay signal. that's why di mo macontact ni weng. wala puy tv. pero mareach xa sa electricity. and! danhi ko na amaze, refreshing keo ilang tubig from the faucet didto! bugnaw na xa daan! well di jud ice cold pero cool xa! and you can drink it directly from the faucet, di na kailangan i.boil or anything like that, di pa man pud gud corrupted ang place.
since the place was an ibaloy town they speak ibaloy. and not many of them speak tagalog. so it was hard for us to communicate with the people there but they were very welcoming and warm. so technically, weng and i would talk to each other most of the time. super bonding moment jud.. and since its a barrio, the day starts really early and ends really really as well. people there sleep at 7pm and wake up by 4 am. you naman us, weng and i, city girls baya mi! its either the day starts really late and ends really late. sometimes it doesn't even end at all! so na windang ang among mga body clocks!

anyway, on one of the nights nga natulog (tapad mi matulog kay yaya man gud nako xa as well as shield for all kinds of mumus and insektos yah know!) na ang the rest of the barrio ug kami na lang ang galurat pa ang mga mata we talked about high school.. naks! nostalgia na namen..
we were talking about all our obstacles and challenges as a class. pati na rin our moderators.. how we conquered competitions. i can't tell you everything we talked about coz i cant really remember na pero there was something special about that moment when we were talking about. we were laughing our hearts out with every thought that crossed our minds.. basta there were alot LOt LOT l0t of things.. oo nga pala.. i have something to tell you about wengy.. he has a new kind of laugh right now, its wat i call the uwak laugh.. actually, for me, dili xa laugh its an expression of horror.. but apparently, it must be funny coz my cute and dear nephew giggles everytime wengy does this uwak laugh of his/her.
anyway, at that time for me, all those things seemed like a distant memory something i can only be thinking of but cannot really grasp. it was like holding sand in my hands and trying my best to keep it there but knowing its nature, no matter what you do the sand finds its way out. but the experience of trying to keep it there was satisfying. it was fun too! i had weng with me di ba? i know high school is the thing of the past. but holding on to that past, to those memories is an entirely different experience. and its an experience thats even more fun if you have others to hold on to it with you. so i guess, the moments when we reminisce high school with each other will always be treasured as well. its one thing to remember the past and to treasure the present.
i was grateful to have weng with me at that moment. all this time, i have been thinking of high school memories on my own, but having weng with me there helping me to remember allt hose moments even the tiny minute details (apparently chada pa gihapon ang memorizing skills ni weng).. it was absolutely fun. and as much as i treasured our high school memories, i treasured that moment.. and i envy you guys there.. kahit na your living your own lives na, you still find time to hang out with each other. those moments must be really special for you guys, i really hope it is. and i guess i also realized that i don't really miss the memories, i don't really miss high school that much anymore, its really that i Miss YOU ALL.. coz i know that when im with you guys, everything- everything about high school also comes back to me..

anyway, this post is getting kinda long already and kapoi na mag.type.. ill try to post the other details one of this days..

-chienese

btw, to the secret lover of an ogilvian
haha! i once liked an ogilvian very VERY much (never xa ni come to a point of LOVE)
anyway, the journey was aweful. not because of the person but because of my stupid head. wala naq na kaya so i told that person, after that things were fine! it wasn't a romantic and fairytale ending every girl would have wished for but things were fine.. and i eventually loved the person-- but only as a friend..
you can try telling the person you know, it helps voicing out your feelings.. it really helps..

to the author of the 12-3-06 post..

to the author of the 12-3-06 post..

your issues with God are fairly common.. but not necessarily right.
so you feel depressed, sad, blue,(insert more adjectives here)..
but when you look at your life, it isn't God that's making your decisions for you..
you actually do that for yourself..
God doesn't allow us to suffer.. when you say that he is merely a passive onlooker,
sadistically laughing at our sorrows you are mistaken..
these bumps in the road are just that bumps in the road..
they are part of life and of growth..
God does not control every part of our lives..
i think that's why He gave us rationality and intelligence,
so we are able to make the right choices.
unfortunately, we are not always able to make the right choices and
are left with mistakes..
this will always happen, it is an unending cycle..
i know it has been hard on you, i have experienced the same feeling..
and i had actually built a plan on how to really end it all..
but i didn't.. thankfully..
sometimes, i think of those dark thoughts..
then i remember other people who have had waaaaayyy bigger problems than i do..
they have suffered more than i and they do not think their life is pointless..
and another major point they do not blame God, they pray to Him for guidance and strength..
okay, so i'm ranting about like a preacher here..
but it's not as if i'm not telling you the truth..
we all have problems and if you don't think God is there to help,
look to your family and friends He is has always been there inside them..
to end this fairly long sermon,
tell me who you are and i will talk to you in person for a longer sermon..
i'm not kidding..
>cathie

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

tsada kaayo ni nga song... as in grabeh ka tsada.. it's ikaw lamang by silent sanctuary...



di ko maintindihan ang nilalaman ng puso, tuwing magkahawak ating kamay..
pinapanalangin ko na lagi tayong magkasama..


Gellie's Bday pix!!

Gellie's such a beauty, bah??
aaaaaaaahahahaha. Ernesto Neri was so Ernie this night. haha. :D
(click ME for more pix)
-Meily

wAtcHa tiNk?!?

kiNsA kAhA aNg piNakA eFfeCtiVe nA paNghadLoK sA iLagA??




si ED???


si WENG???


o si JULIET???




ed, oo na! your brother is not a pig!
weng, oo na! gabaha na lagi imong keekee!
juLiet, Labyo0o0!


hehe...=p *peace* ^^,


"Sunday, December 03, 2006

is God a selfish God?? if we need things, we ask it from Him right?? He is most-powerful force and an all-knowing superior. but just this thought, i think everything has to be cajoled out from him?? we have to do our very best for Him to 'give' it to us?? even to the extent that we could not breathe and live, He still doesn't give it to us, to me?? when we are suffering so much, bruised, and hit rock bottom, He still does NOT extend help and give change to us?? i compare God to a life guard at a beach. He sees a man drowning and struggling for dear life. Aren't life guards suppose to save us. however, i think God is a life guard who just laughs at the man drowning. Instead of helping, he throws away the life buoy and turns away from the poor sight of the man drowning. evn if what your asking for is vital to your existence and sanity, He still doesn't give your answers?? why, oh why Lord? are you for real?? you exist?? to all my questions, nobody answers. who would then give me all i need the most?? i guess i am all alone in this world?? i don't know with others. is 'He' there and here?? i start to doubt if he's tru. I always hear that 'How do you know God if there's no pain?' How do you know real happiness if you don't know sadness?'. this extent of sufferings, pains, desolation,and hurts, is this how far your F 'trials' can go? is this your way of proving that you're real and that you're LOVE, that you're the light? is this your way? that with all of these, we must always cry out to you for help, for aid?? what if we've shed the last tear, and yet the pain,loneliness, tribulation is still there?? why do you NOT give a hand?? why?


Friday, November 24, 2006

I have lost all the reasons to LIVE, and i found all the reasons to quit."

one of our dearest ogilvian has posted this. I feel the grief with every bit of words puzzled to form an intriuging yet disturbing entry.


bout that thing with God... just look around. There's someone who's life is much miserable than yours. He has not forsaken you, but , with his infinite power of wisdom, decides to wait for the right time, for the perfect time. Aside from that, He also makes sure you deserve what you ask. :)

you know who you are and i know you are far more better than what you are now.

Neuroscience...etc.

Okay, I just got back two days ago and yesterday was the first official day of summer class. SA was fine since it had to do with society and how it developed. Filipino will always be hard (for me) since I never really got the hang of it, mastering the language and all. Last subject: Psychology. Our first topic in Psy 101 is neuroscience. It deals with the innermost and deepest recesses of the mind and how axon-dendrite connections produce and influence responses to environmental stimuli. But, enough science... our teacher posed this question... is love real because people say it is or people say love is real because it is? It's not a simple "yes or no" or a "pick one" situation. Think about it, but keep in mind that in the journey to the answer, much more questions are answered along the way. ENJOY!

P.S.
MISSING ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chieney and Cathy: How could you leave me all alone????!!! (I am so hurt) : - (

Monday, April 16, 2007

haha :P

buing man keo ka weng forever..
i-quote taka ha, "we'll belong lgi ka nik ui!"..
unsa diay imong pasabot?..
pagtarong2x na bayot.. dapat mgtuon naka or manrabaho! :P
gaka churva na imong pagka-genius..

fun na kaayo atong blog ka daghan na post..
dugay na diay ko walay check..
ganiha ni-agi diay ko sa xavier and..
nag-kita mi nina ed, beki, kating, mel2x, gellie, maki, lao, nikki, ton2x..
(naa pa ba koy nalimtan?..)
anyway, mao na.. pero sayang kay uban man nako akong mom so niuli ko dayun..

ang ako lang ma-ingon kay maski college na tah..
sabaan jud gihapon tah.. nyahaha :P
miss na pud nako ang mag-saba2x..
laag ta beh pero kanang cost-cutting lang na laag kay poor baya ko, scholar..

uy, chenes and wenggita!
palihug ipost ang inyong ka uwagan sa baguio!!!
na ibog ra ba jud ko kay init kaayo diri.. :P
akong salubongp ud diay.. bantay lang ka weng kung wala..

uhm.. dayun..
mag-post pud ko ug kanang serious nga churva later..
tapulan pa ko mag-huna2x..
hehe :P

pls pag-sun pud mo beh.. unli mangud ko call n text.. :)
mah sun 09228157094.. ang globe kay 09162364303 kung kalimut na mo..
naa pud ko sa oro christian monday-friday 2-5pm for chinese class..
adto pud mo bisitahi ko kay ako ra dili singkit dadto..

p.s.
chada kaha kung mag-beach ta karon?..
init man gud.. pero basin magka skin disease pud ta..
ambot lang..

cathie (^_^)

Saturday, April 14, 2007

when im back....

hallo evryone.
im back with vengeance..
nyahahaha
btaw, tis bin a long while since mah last post here
as a human being, im too a sloth, a lazy bitch..
woops, not now pa diay!!
my ghad, kudos to all the post!!
its amazing..
when i read them, i just catch mahself
tickled to death, or mah jaw dropping to the ground.
gosh, katung bday ni maki makiling..
ghad, im so amazed!!! 'magdala og kada isa ug pan
and milo'!!!!! so amazing! lahi mu!! ibang libel!!
bow q!!!
ug sa mga bloopers ni beki!!! lahi pud!
it's in a different league! (g.sunggo ko ani!!!)
u are still the reigning, undisputed queen
of bloopers (i expect to see a competition though)
hoi, i challenge others to try topple beki down.
btaw, jaz kiddin..
hoi, kinsamaning secret secret lover!!
uwagan kah! saba nlang gud sa imung nem!!
keeping us thrilled pa gyud!! chige na buh!!
knsa imu gna.love!! tubag!! now na!!
ug katung post ni nikay, hagui, wa kai angay
mg.drama nikki, wa sa imu..
btaw, i admire the honesty.. we'll belong lgi ka nik ui!
i'd love to comment on each and evry post
however, mah time's running out here
waz nko wawartz to extend..
anyway, hope u'll all doin fine.. take care you all.
and come on, let's show them what we've got!!
woops, summer nman diay noh.. sana
ur summer will rock!!
keep on rulin coz pink rulez!!
nyahahaha
so much for the postin and stuff..
again and agian, take care and yuck, lav yah!

-weng...gita, ur worst nightmare!

the surprise!

(click ME for more photos)


haha. as in na surprise mi ug na surprise si maki sa iyang bday. haha. :P
paxenxa sa cartoons mak. hehe. During mga utmost turmoil times nako ni xa gi himo. :P


haha. ani man jud toh... the day before his bday kating, gellie, vicky and ako kei nag kaon sa mcdo after that laag with danielle. And then, ka remember mi na bday na ni maki the next day. But i heard him saying nga mag-adto sila bukid sa iyang bday. So gi pa-ask namo si gellie when siya mu larga. Then he said dili daw sure, but if ever mga 12pm daw. So we then decided to surprise him sa morning. The initial plan was to gather up in XU at 7:00 am and go to Xavier Hieghts at 8 pm sa ilang haus para sa suprise. We would serenade him so si vicky ang magbring sa guitar. Then we would bring pan and each kei magdala ug milo na sachet. haha. (didto daw mi mamahaw. haha.) That Night, i caught nikay online. Gi convince nako xa ma magjoin sa surprise. Total, duol ra bitaw. At first, nireklamo siya kei sayo daw keow! but i pleaded and so she joined.



Then the next day.., i woke up at around 6:30am (haha) and read the txt messages sa akong phone. Naread nako ang text ni beki nga wala sa ila ang guitar. (meaning una pa xa kamata sa ako) Then after... Nagligo nako ang all. Text na si nikay na panaog na siya. Ug sa dihang, wa pa koy kaon and si kating karon pa kamata! haha. Then afterwards, text na pud siya "aha naman mo?!? ako sa isa diri!" (haha. talking about sayu daw and siya pa nagreklamo. :P) Then after there... adto nako, sakay and all. I thought ako na lang ang gi hulatan. Apil si beki wa pa diay ka abot! na unhan pa nako nga taga tablon ko! haha.



Then after buying the bread, we were off. Ang jukir kei ako lang ang kaila sa ilang haus! and the last time naka-adto ko didto kei one year ago!! Wa jud. Grabeh nga recall2x. Then Abot nami sa place. Nag sikad mi.... sila kating, dugay ayo ang driver. Si kating pud, sakay2x sa manubila... hapit ni larga padulong sa highway and sikad! haha. maygani na stop sa kadtong driver jud. hehe. THere, larga nami.. as what i can recall.. pinaka last na road ang ila ni maki. I was right! but the problem was, unsaon pag identify ang ilang haus among all the other na daghan man keow balay ato nga road!! Then nag-ask mi isa ka person where ila maquiling. Ana xa na sa kanto daw. But i could recall dili man jud toh xa sa intersection. So after a while, nag-ask na pud mi sa lain. THis time ni hunong na mi kei padulong namn mi sa dead end. When we asked aha ila.... we were amazed of what we heard coz he was saying "turi oh." pointing exactly infront of him and exactly the house where we stopped. haha. :P So there... naog na mi.(nagkatawa japun) And prepare the stuff. Si jomi kei wala mn ni tago, nakit.an sa papa ni maki and so gi tawag siya. Na kami..not knowing na nakit.an siya.. prepare2x sab mi ug amo para mukanta na unta and ang cake gi light na. Sa dihang, ni gawas man kaha na si maki! ug kami na nga shock! haha. Ang plan nga Mukanta ug "With a Smile" kei na diretsoan ug "happy birthday" haha. :P





Sa ketkai, we saw cathy and zyra. Nag eat mi pizza nga grabeh to the max keow mi nga busog!

hehe. :P daz ol.

Friday, April 13, 2007

STOP!

reminiscing good old days. haaaayyyzzz!!! i miss entering this building almost 24/7 of our high school days tah ga sulod dinhi!!! hehe.

uhmmm... ala lang.. nag doodle lang ko sa mga photos here. and kinda nag-upload ug mga pix. and hmmmm... i felt like sharing the oozing taste of the chocolate fountain i (along with other ogilvians) enjoyed during two of the debuts we joined. It was one heck of a chocolately experience!! haha. Strawberry with choco dip, bread stix with choco dip, banana with choco dip, pretzils with choco dip and wine glass with choco dip! (haha. hhhmmmmm!! deliciouso!)
(i know he is not an ogilvian. I had no other cool photos
to merge in. I'm advertising the chocolate fountain anyway.
so just feel the taste both had! haha. )

aaaannnnnnddd!!! the grandest of them all. haha. PEACE VICKY!!! ana sila na i.post daw.. so gi follow lang nako ila gi tell. hehe. bitaw uy... sulog2x rah bitaw. :) cute man pud! :P

loving silently

addressed to one ogilvian:
ive never had the guts
to tell you this personally but
if ever you get the chance to read this..
i just wanted to tell you that..
i love you. =(

from a fellow ogilvian
who is loving you silently..

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Beki's Back!

Whaow...hehehe...atlast! naka-access ra jud ko...after 48yrs...karon ra ko ka realize...bantog ra dili ko makasulod...grabe ka pgka wrong spelling ang akong password...(exubarent) Ako diay gaka baliktad ang letters...ahahaha! pasenxa...=0
Gosh...medjo drama kaayo atong mga posts nowadays ha...hehehe...dili ko gosto maki join sa drama but mag comment lang gyapun ko...hehehe...well, its a good thing that everyone's happy with their lives and are now at ease with their new environments and new friends...=) I must say that well...i'm also having a great time with my new...sort of.."lifestyle"...unlike most of you who have the same blockmates for the whole year, my situation is different. I have 7 different subjects with different set of blockmates...well...except for my COURSEmates! It's hard but eventually i realized that its actually FUN! hehehe...well, i get to practice my "interacting" skills (whatever you can call it..) and of course "kandidato akong dating!" hello here...and hello there...hello everywhere! hehehe...bsan dili gyud ko kaila sa ngalan kay usahay ako ng gaka sagol ila name..hehehe...HeLlo lang gyapun...hehehe...and well...i can relate to what maki said...that even if i'm having "loads of fun" with my new friends...wala pa ring papantay sa kasiyahan na aking nadarama kapag kasama ko ang mga taong naging bahagi ng buhay ko sa loob ng apat na taon..(naks! tagalog! hmmm..feeling nko wrong grammar...) but life has to go on and on and on...we all have to adapt with change but adapting does not mean forgetting, even if we all live different lives we must always remember that we are once "nerds...geeks.." and that we once belong to this unique group of nerdy...uhhh...kids?? called "C-A-B-O" well for my case (X-A-B-O) hehehe..bsta,bhala pag mu graduate nko sa college i will always remember the fun memories i had with you guyz...=)
Okay...so much for that let us now move on to my "signature post"....the BLOOPERS!!!!! yeah!
BlOoPper 1 (walang katuturan na debate!)
Beki: ako gyud tong palitun ang VIRGIN and child bei!
Meily: ha? katong bag.o na SOFTDRINKS?!
Beki: unsay bag.o na softdrinks? ALCOHOL man 'to dba??!
(ambot nalng ninyong duha....maayo ra mo ipagpakog!!)
BlOoPpeR 2 (correct english pronunciation)
Ton: ei...unsa inyong internet?
Beki: BROWdband man ang amo...
Ton: unsa?! bek, broadband sad na uy...
(tsk...ulawa adto uy!!! hahaha..)
Ton: (pointing...) hala...tsada lagi nah....moSAYC man nah dba??
Beki: unsa ka?! mosaic pud nah ton uy!
(ahem...kabalos! bleh..hehehe! )
BloOpPeR 5 (Food and Geography 101)
Beki: cge nah...start na tah! mga Filipino Dishes!!!
(tsada ang mga answers..pochero,dinuguan,sinigang..pag.abot kay mel2x..)
Meily:.....COCHINTA!!!!
Kating: kaila kag filipino DISHES!!!
Meily: cge...ako nasad buot!!! ahhh...cge....CITIES in the Philippines! (LoAdInG...) BUGO!!!
(ug sa dihang na bung-kag ang circle!!! MEL, kanus.a na city ang bugo?!!!)
BloOpPeR 4 (life changing quotes...well...sort of..)
EDUARDO G. ACERO, JR. (Accounting student of Xavier University-Ateneo de Cagayan)
"little things are not big things in the eyes of little eyes.."
ERNESTO B. NERI (Management Accounting Student of Xavier University-Ateneo de Cagayan)
"if you can't find the value of being happy...then...you...are...sad..."
---> Minsan...talagang hindi natin maintindihan ang takbo ng pag-iisip ng isang Ogilvian...kaya nga unique tayo eh...ahahahahahaha!
---> this is also a proof na dili lang ako ang cge ug ka bloopers diri!!! hmf! hehehe!
GoD BlEsS!!! _beki_

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

apathetic
melancholic
nostalgic

gOsh! first time nako ni mag post diri! so please bear with me nalang..owkie?? hehe
to be honest, it was only because of last night's chat with maki that i remembered to open this site.


most of you may have already forgotten i exist, existed and still existing. i admit i haven't really been an "active ogilvian" even in the old days. though i was a member of the class, it didn't seem to me that i truly belong. as what ma'am cecil told us way back in third yr, we're just one class but we're divided into different groups. and i must say, i felt more that i belong ONLY in one of those groups but not in the class as a whole.it may not seem like, but, i felt i was just an outcast forcing my ass to be "One of yoU' and still, i couldn't. fitting in was very hard for me especially when insecurities set in. i mean, how could one hell of a bitch like me be standing in the same ground as the "achievers", the "geniuses", the "role models"?


and to mask those insecurities, i pretended to be carefree of all the things happening within the "ogilvian world". or should i say, the "honors class' world". pretention that became innate. too realistic acting that turned to be reality.



nothing but apathy.




graduation was the only sweet hope i thought could let me out from such unescapable pit.




i thought i'd be free by now but i guess i miscalculated the circumstances. i thought an escape from the four-walled room of highschool would save me from such suffocation and make me breathe fresh air but i guess i was wrong. right from the moment i polluted my mind with negative things about being a part of the honors class, i was already wrong.



and now, all i have with me are the fun, painful, happy, sad and unforgettable memories of highschool. memories that tell me i was never really the outcast i always thought i was. memories that convince me that right from the moment i stepped inside the 2-arrupe classroom, despite the icy-glances and sizzling mouths of the calungsod girls, i already belong and i always will.



so guys, i really am very sorry for being the insensitive, senseless bitch i've been. i know i couldn't go back and make up for all those times i missed but i hope i could still share my upcoming life's journey with you.. again, i'm sorry... and i miss you all!




apila pud ko ninyo sa inyo mga laag woi! don't worry, li na lgi ko magmind or maulaw even if ignon pa sa mga tao, "yuck! mga nerd mana cla!" hehe^^, Li btaw ko nerd! ehehe*peace*



09165319990--->>> basin nakalimot namo! hehe




MisS SedUctiVe,
-=NikaY=-

Monday, April 02, 2007

mbot lng...! ^_*v *wink wink*

wel, literary! dle jd xa wik kei it started wid yani's debut and ended with a roller coaster ride saturday nayt.. yani's debut kei sunday and kad2ng exp kei saturday, suh basically t'was seven days!! :p

la lng, t'was like grabeh ka fun and memorable experience kei 4 d last months kei akng blockmates akng kaubn and murag ang "ogilvian" memories kei ga.fade na.. peru during ad2 na wik kei mas na.convinced ko nga nothin beats ure old friends...

first of all... blo btaw mo during sa sems, at first i had a hard time adjusting sa akoa mga blockmates peru later on kei i was able to adapt.. ahahaha... ;D
during kad2 nga mga tayms kei na.realize nko nga although the hayskul days are memories nid to be rili treasured, we shall and should stop from holding on from these memories.. aym not sayin TOTALLY peru db, hayskul pa bya!! D BEST IS YET TO COME... suh na.realize nko nga in d next days, months, years, these memories kei mura btaw ug kad2 foto album na2 nga kelangan mg.pay pra makuha cla blik.. mabutang ra japn sa ATTIC and these memories, like old photos, will be coverd wid dusts, cob webs and kana btaw murag yellow-sign sa pagka.karaan..
enyweiz, my main point hir is that these memories nga at this moment we think of as irreplaceable kei replaceable d i.. i think we cant deny the fact nga in dis world wer evrythn come and go, la'y things that are made to last forever.. or naa ba?

mao na ako realization peru kad2ng last wik... i think i was really wrong... sa pag.abot ni jomi sa debut ni gellie, pag kakita nko agen kang tara aptr pila ka months sa butchers... na.realyze nko nga cguro ang rison y i did think nga d "ogilvian" memories are way too childish kei i was bein sour grape kei i know nga ang d "Ogilvie" days kei dle na xa ma.blik... i was in a scornful denial nga no matter how much i hold on to these memories kei things will never find its way back.. it till never be the same rehas sa ad2ng kamustahay, only a handful ang naa sa manila or sumwer else peru ang nag apil kei gamai ra keow... i was in a scornful denial nga i desire the old ogilvie back peru ders no way of gettin it back.....

yo know wat, we may be livin in an ephemeral world peru der could be some exceptions.. like friendship, love, loyalty.. if only people will understand the real meaning underlying the world friendship, den i guess it could be a proof nga der are things meant to last for ETERNITY....

P.S
gellie and yani, tnx 4 invytn me sa imu debut.. i did have a hell lot of fun!!!
twas rili one of my best days in my life
Ogilvian #34